Purpose Driven Life

"I know that You can do everything, 

And that no purpose of Yours can be withheld from You."

- Job 42:2

Job openly and honestly faced God and admitted that he was the one who had been foolish. Am I using what I can't understand as an excuse to lack trust? Admit to God that you don't even have enough faith to trust him. True faith begins in such humility.

As I continue into the small stages of my new journey I find myself fighting harder and harder to remind myself and believe that God holds my purpose. Somedays thats all I pray for is that He may reveal my purpose in life aside from being a mother, sister, daughter, friend, etc. I feel strongly that there is something bigger out there for me. I'll admit that somedays I just say the words "trust" whether I believe it or not. In my heart, yes I trust God, in my head I'm struggling. May seem completely backwards to some but I feel my 'conscience' or in other words my 'heart' knows where my trust and beliefs lie and thats in the arms of God. My head somedays struggle with not knowing where things are going in my life. I truly have no complaints as I'm blessed beyond measure. The only unsettling part of my life at this point in time is making sure I put 100% of my trust in God when it comes to my purpose driven life. 

O Lord, I am so humbled by your sacrifice for me. I want to live my life in service to others out of gratitude to you. Thank you for all that you have done for me.